*T*A*L*O*N* (gasplesswinter) wrote,
*T*A*L*O*N*
gasplesswinter

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got more of a tan than I wanted...

i'm tired....

i want to sleep....

people don't understand...

jeska made me a ska cd....

people feel bad....

i don't know what's going on....

i'm out of the loop....

I'm sorry if I couldn't read some of my lj friend's journals and I couldn't comment..... (which all of you are probably not going to read this entry)

I hate the way i look.... (explain later)

I can't stand to see people get hurt.....

I had a crush... and now... I'm hurt again.... I should've guessed this was going to happen... ugh! I don't want to feel this way... I don't want to like ANYBODY!!! I DON'T WANT TO FEEL SAD!!! But I guess I should've asked from the start if he was taken or not... *sighs*

Now i know.. and... this is an ugly feeling... i can't explain it.. but some of you have gone through this.. right? I'm not the only one... no... everyone has gone through this in some time or another..... and... SEX DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU LOVE EACH OTHER!!!! THAT DOESN'T PROVE THAT YOU LOVE EACH OTHER MORE THAN WHAT YOU ALREADY DO!!!

I've been ranting for the past couple of days... I think that I need a break.... why can't I have something interesting happen to me? Why can't I just write something that doesn't involve badmouthing someone? Or why can't I just write something that actually is from my heart?.... I know why.... but.. I won't bother to write it down.. it doesn't matter.

Okay... done saying everything I needed to say... except for one more thing..... EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED!!! DON'T LIE TO ME AND TELL ME THAT IT DIDN'T!!
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