I SAW THE MOST AMAZING THING!!!!! A CLOUD LOOKED JUST LIKE THE THURSDAY BIRD!!!!!! :D
I would post pics but I have to wait till my friend puts her cell phone pics on the computer!! :P
FUCK JESSICA ROWE!!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!! FUCK JESSICA ROWE!
I hope that she goes to hell and the devil shoves pineapples up her ass and shit!!! GRRR!!! I'm soo angry about what she's doing... but... I'm not going to do anything about it. My friend needs to fix on that on her own. It's about time that she had a "talk" with her boyfriend. i don't even know if they're together or not anymore!!! Oh well... I might as well not get tied up in her business... I have no right. It... just hurts me to see one of my dearest friends get hurt because of some stupid shit-for-brains that can't do anything right... bah!.... YOU CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER!!!!
Well... I've been going to band camp... and.. oh god has it been sooo tiring!! I'm about as bruised and sore as a banana!! :P ..... okay maybe I exaggerate too much there!! :D
I've been a little down but that's okay... I've bounced back up. I haven't been "depressed" per se... I've just been thinking a lot. I need to straighten some issues out. And i need to find some... "inner peace"... I guess you can say. Because up until now.. I feel as if I've been pushing myself tooo hard. Like... I've been pushing myself waaaayy too hard... emotionally. I don't know.. I just need to have some time by myself to think some things through. Like tomorrow... I will only go to practice from 7 to 12... so.. that will give me the rest of the afternoon to settle some of my things. But... if I don't finish... well... it won't be that bad. i just need to "clear the air"... I don't know... I'm sounding all 'holier than thou' shit. But... yup... that's how I've been feeling these past couple of days. But... I think that I'm feeling like this because the new school year is about to start and I don't want to feel all ugly and sad and confused. I want to start a brand new school year free of worries and resentment.... I just want to be calm and ..... blah! You know what I mean?
Well... enough of that..... I guess I'll go to sleep now. Laters! :D
Love and stars